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So hi Aaron,

you just want to tell me a little bit about yourself?

Alright,

my name's Aaron.

I'm 30 years old,

31 tomorrow.

Um,

I've had a,

yeah,

birthday boy.

Um,

I've had a lot of experience

in and out of hospitals,

PQ walls to medium secure units,

to high supported to medium supported accommodation.

Been a rocky road,

uh,

yeah,

it's been a journey.

Yeah.

And can you tell me a little bit about your experiences of

the care and support you've received?

Um,

well,

from hospital,

the transition out of hospital was a bit quick,

and that really put a lot of um stuff in place in the community,

when I got released from hospital to the highest supported accommodation,

it was um

not a lot of stuff put in place,

so I was basically empty hands is a devil's idol.

I had a lot of time on my plate,

so I managed to fall back into bad habits.

Um,

and then when things did get put in place for me to be able to

better myself in the community,

the bad habits already started,

so I was already

in and out of a slippery slope,

and then when the help was there to

better myself,

I was already in a cycle where

I would rather do the bad habits than to better perfect myself.

I think a bit more extra help and to put people's journey in the community

in place before we actually leave hospital.

it's can be a very rocky road,

especially if you're.

Easily persuaded or you've got a weak mindset to be able to go back to

bad habits,

and

shamely I was one of them people.

But

now I'm on a path which I believe if it was put in place before I left hospital,

I would have

accomplished by now more greater things.

What,

what were some of the things that

were problematic in in the hospital?

Um,

well,

from

being in hospital,

there was a lot of corruption.

There was a lot of staff offering to bring cannabis into the wards,

alcohol,

tobacco,

um,

so all little stuff.

So for me personally,

when I went into the hospital,

my family had it in their head that yeah I'm in a safe place,

but little did they know I was still there being actively using drugs.

Which

was

bad for my family to hear.

But um yeah,

I think that was quite upset to to actually acknowledge that

there is

so much corruption

in the hospital settings.

And

I think in hospital,

there's a lot of staff there that just come

for a paycheck and then you've actually got them staff

that will take their time out of their day and actually

help you and.

Actually understand where you're coming from,

and then what you hear in hospital a lot is it's not my job.

It's,

I'm on break,

I ain't got time to do this,

and they bring a lot of their emotions outside into hospital

and that affects of other people cos you start to feel aura of people

and

there's a lot of attitude and a lot of resentment towards certain people from staff

to patients,

from patients to staff.

And I just think a lot of things can be done a lot better.

When you went

I mean you clearly you didn't expect

it to be like that when you went into hospital.

Did you expect that you would get when it was explained

to me when I was first ever put on the section,

it was explained to me that I was there to be helped,

to be bettered,

and it would be a safe environment.

But my first experience of actually going into hospital

and them saying to me that it was a safe environment,

as soon as I walked through the door,

they come to me with a pot of pills.

Not even come to me and ask me how am I feeling,

what's your mood,

what's your state of mind,

how are you feeling,

are you

experiencing anything at the moment that it's out of the ordinary,

like instead of sitting down and

having an ear to listen to,

I was approached first thing with a pot full of pills.

And I was forced to take them pills and I refused to,

so therefore I was restrained and then had medication forced onto me,

which was a very frightening and daunting experience,

especially for the first time where they're telling me I'm going there to be helped.

And I'm thinking right,

I'm gonna be there and there's gonna be a lot of help produced

for me and for me to have to grasp and help myself,

and

like I said when I was greeted,

I was greeted if I put a pill straight away and

that really.

Put a big damage on my mindset to understand that I'm there to be helped,

but as soon as I walk through the door,

you don't when you wanna ask me how I'm feeling or whatever,

you're just signing the paperwork,

right,

it's here for this,

that,

whatever.

There's a pot of pills.

So I mean in a state of mind was at the moment,

I refused the pills.

I said I don't want no pills.

They said,

right,

we bring the team in.

I didn't understand what they meant by bringing the team in,

but as soon as they was there and I was trying to say no,

I'll I'll I'll comply.

I'll comply with you.

But then it was too late,

they restrained me.

And

that was a very scary experience for me.

And

I know we spoke at the last workshop quite a lot,

but

do you feel that you,

you had a voice in that

environment at all?

Did people listen or?

I think when you go into the hospital,

a lot of staff,

and I've seen it on certain patients that are there

for something different than what I was to be there for

and

staff's attitudes towards different patients to how they treated me per se,

was in a different respect level.

There were certain patients that didn't have a voice,

and especially when you got a certain diagnosis.

And when you've got a certain diagnosis,

they say you've got a voice what happens to you in your care,

but in that moment in time,

if a doctor says that you haven't

got the right mind capacity at that time to say,

to make your own decisions,

they make it for you.

So in aspect,

they say you have got a voice,

but even if you do use that voice,

it's not gonna be hurt.

Like I said,

certain diagnosis is

you haven't really got a voice cos they could just turn around and go,

Ivan don't know what he's talking about today,

he's having a bad day.

Like we think this is good for you,

they don't really want to hear

your voice,

cos at that moment of time,

let's say you're unwell or you can't make appropriate decisions for yourself,

it gets forced onto you anyway,

so it ain't really like you've got a voice

cos if that nurse on charge speaks to the consultant

and says right,

Aaron's approaching this way today,

he's he's being assisted looking this way.

Before you know it,

they're coming up to you with a pill.

And if you don't wanna take that pill,

bad things are gonna happen.

And,

and how did that make you,

how does that make you feel?

Upset,

angry.

You're supposed to be there to be helped,

but um

you do get help in some aspect.

But like I said,

different people in there for different things and different diagnosis,

diagnosis,

sorry,

it's very,

it's very hard to voice

what you really want to say because sometimes you don't really wanna open your voice

cos you're sick of getting your voice be heard when it never gets heard.

When you ask for something to be done.

It's always

the other way how they want it to be done.

Yeah,

so.

So what's,

what's different about

the support that you get

now?

Well,

from going from

hospital

in and out of many.

Many

um sections

this time on my ropala good things have been put in place.

I do psychology,

which has been put in place.

Um,

I've been helped and because my thing in the community or even in any setting,

if I can't rationalise something in my own head and help myself to understand it,

I find it hard to express myself to somebody if I can't understand it,

I find it hard to express myself to someone for them to understand it.

So if I can't rationalise it in my own head,

then I find it hard to talk about it,

but that's just through my experience through hospital.

Do you think

Do you think that's unique to

to people in your situation or do you think

generally people need to understand

things?

I think in this system there's a lot of people out here

that including staff members that.

They

I live for one thing

and

one thing only,

and the attitude they have,

it's just like they're there just to get that money.

And um.

Yeah,

but the transitions from going in and out,

and like I said on my heart it was.

It was,

it was,

it was a hard road.

Yeah,

yeah.

So,

so,

um,

where,

where do you live now?

I live in a medium supported accommodation.

What does that mean?

Uh,

that is basically

when you come from a high supported setting which is 24 hour staff,

someone on,

um,

base 24/7,

and I transitioned from high support to medium,

which is staff from 9 till 5 or later if they've got to do their works.

Uh,

no staff on the weekends,

self-contained flat.

Where you,

everything's in there basically

and it just helps you to prepare to move on

to your own independent living in your own premises.

Yeah,

and what kind of support

then comes with that?

Um,

well,

at Medium,

you have key work sessions,

they help you with any,

um,

uh,

issues you have.

Uh,

they help you with your finances,

help you to move on,

making appointments,

getting to places,

and

my experience,

I've actually had a lot more support in the medium than I did actually in the higher,

which is a bit.

I think it sounds a bit weird cos you think you'll get

more support in the higher than you would in the medium,

but I'm actually getting more support in the medium than the high,

which I think the support I'm getting in the medium now,

if that was in the high,

our transition would have been a lot more smoother.

Yeah.

Yeah,

so I was gonna say what would have made a a a difference with that,

but you've started to um.

Touch on that,

we'll just let the plane

go over.

Um.

So,

yeah,

it,

it's um

It is really interesting that that you,

that you say that

there isn't anything like that that's available then in the,

in the high.

In the high support you've got

uh your medication being monitored,

you have cooking sessions,

whatever the house provides,

there's always something going on.

But

the help that I've got in medium to have things were set up

easier and better for me.

Yeah,

more support in the media than I he,

it sounds a bit weird,

but that's what my experience is.

Yeah.

And what are your hopes for what,

what next?

My hopes are for next is um

carry on on the path that I'm living.

Uh,

keep steadfast,

keep being happy

and keep doing what I'm doing and.

Yeah,

I should be OK.

Yeah.

Have you got any particular sort of dreams in terms of what you want to do?

Um,

yeah,

me personally,

I took so much out of the system and I put so much burdening in the world

from a young age,

going in and out of young offenders,

all different sorts of settings.

I took

took so much away from the world.

Now I just wanna give things back

and I get a lot of great satisfaction from.

Actually doing something that in my head is beneficial,

so I just want to give back.

Brilliant,

thank you.

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