The day they came and told me, I just fell to the ground in despair
I couldn’t believe this had happened, not my Lee?!
Life can so often have it’s disappointments, events which make you frown
Though now I can’t seem to get myself, back up from this down
I'm better then I first was, now is this as good as it gets
This roller coaster ride I'm on, isn't really the best
I’ve tried a mixture of strategies, to cope with this nightmare
Yet I can’t seem to cover it up, my soul is left for vultures to share
I know how strong I am, which is just as strong as you
I wonder what you would of wanted, and try my best to do
But things are so much harder now
I still can’t believe its true
Together we had hope, now all I feel is blue
The world is full of badness, corruption and misery
Without you by my side, as it as always was before
This crazy messed up world, folds me further in
I never felt it quite as much, until that horrid day
But then, before that, you were always there, and kept me safely under your wing
It’s as though one life has ended, and a bigger struggle began
I wonder how we will all carry on, what seems a life time with out you here, the person we all loved, so dear!
Sometimes I’m made to feel, this is not what I should declare, and mask it from the world , as it’s not what they want to share
But I think you knew me best of all, and fake is not my style
I miss all that we had Lee, the friendship that we shared
That will never be replaced, and that’s the hardest part to bear
Until we meet again, inside my heart is where you’ll stay
Love and miss you forever and always, my little brother Lee