Jiten Talks About Co-Production

So, can I get you to introduce yourself? Uh, my name is Gen. Yeah. And I had a stroke in 2020 in COVID period. And because of the doctor negligent and the ambulance staff abused

They left me paralysed for life. If they could Take uh I Action immediately, at least they could save me from little bit, for example, walking. Eyesight

And my mental problem they could save it, but they could not. They took me to Norwich Park Hospital, which is just a normal hospital. The hospital for the stroke which I got was National Hospital

The Ambulance was supposed to take me to National Hospital, which they didn't take, and two days I was lying in no reply. No, no food, no water, no any medication till midnight of the 2nd day. As I remember, they took me to National Hospital, and they declared that you have stroke, and from there they cannot do anything

So At the moment, it's already been 3 years. I am here 24/7 in my flat. After coming uh from hospital care home, hotel, shared home

Uh, almost 18 months. I am OK with her. Myself alone

I can tell her truthly, Isaac. I'm in jail! Only I got permission to go out one day to go and buy milk and bread. Otherwise, I am a lifetime

Sorry. Lifetime I'm in prison. Just because of the doctor

And ambulance staff. Every day. Whenever I feel anything

If I call GP or I email them, they said this email is not for writing your problem. You call us. If I call, press number 123

If you choose 1, then wait, wait, wait till you finish your. Top up of my phone. No one is ready to understand

Especially people from council. Or GP anybody, hospital, doctor. No, nothing

Blind Association, I had joined the group, which is on Tuesday. They call you, they talk just for one hour about your problem. What's going on here? Nothing about life

They just talk about general topic who, who has been bitten by a dog, who has been going, nothing. It's just We are talking. I mostly, I don't talk because I don't see it's worth, but I just listen to them and I just say hello, how are you? and that is the end

Then just sitting home, watch TV. I'm very much nowadays, each and everything about news, what's going on. About COVID

Inquiry People dying night crime, knife crime. People are dying. Just today, I saw 4 children died in an accident in Wales

I'm just saying why I'm not dying. Why this teenager are dying. Because I'm fed up of my life

I eat, I sleep, but that is not enough. I can't meet my sister. I can't meet my friends

I can't go anywhere. Christmas is coming, but for me it's not Christmas. It's nothing for me

And I don't want to think about Christmas. Because what I will do with Christmas. Nothing to do

Before I could do so many things. I'm not saying that people don't get sick. People get sick, but they could save my life a little bit more

They left me 100% totally. Without doing anything to me. At least they could do it 25%, 25% I could do it myself at home

Then 50% I could. But today I want to go anywhere. I have to wait some for someone

At least in that 50%, I could walk to the bus stop, I could take Oyster card, I could go to one place to another place. Myself How long are we going to depend one person? I'm not getting younger. I'm getting old

And the person Who are they, even they're getting old. So how long? So this is prison is killing me. It's killing me every day

I'm not leaving. I'm dying every day I can say like that. Everything is good

Fine, people are supporting that, that for everything. But is this the life? Same thing in the prison, who are the prisoner for life. They get food

They see the TV, they go to the toilet, they get a shower. Then what is wrong? There's nothing, same as me. It's only I am in council flat

Which I decorate sometimes problem. Then, what is, this is the situation? I have written a letter to our Prime Minister regarding my negligent of medical. He doesn't bother

To reply, I don't say he's busy. I know he's busy. But if he can reopen COVID inquiry or the government has opened the COVID inquiry, then why not mine? I wrote to the pal NHS

They say we cannot do anything. It is too late. You have to inform before, so

I asked the question. Did I knew that on the 17th April of 2020, I'm going to have a stroke, so I informed NHF they see, tomorrow I'm going to have a stroke, so you be ready. To do or to look after me or the ambulance staff who dragged me from 2nd floor

To the ambulance. With bare feet till I hurt in my leg. I came to know when I was in the hospital my leg was totally with blood

I didn't recognise when he was dragging me down from the 2nd floor because my leg, my body part was already become paralysed. Even today, if anybody comes and cut on my left hand side, I will not feel anything. I will see only blood is coming out from my body

So he drugged me and what he, he, he took me down, that is fine. But what he hurt me. That he told me that if you don't come with me, I will just put you down here and I will go away

Is this the, are you working in ambulance service, and you told me that I will just leave you there because he told me like that and I got scared that what will happen to me? What will happen to my loved one, so I become strong and from second floor. I came with him. It's only me I know

I don't care about what happened to my finger if the blood was coming or not, but how could he tell me like that. Because I'm not white. You want to tell me like that? That they can treat me

The lady who was taking, I was checking me, she was doing very politely. There's nothing happened to me. They were supposed to take immediate action while I was on my bed

I told her that my hand is not working. But she was just with the Doing some test which it was not important. It was important to take me to hospital

To inform the doctor something happened. I want to tell BBC you have the advertise when you have stroke, call 99. Remember, if I'm mistaken, there's advertised BBC people show

The lady is doing makeup. And then suddenly she gets struck. A fire come out from her brand

His speech become. Down and hand fall down. And then advertise come

If you feel some thing like that, please call 999. And then 99. And He her hand Mouth and head become good and she start doing again the makeup, which means she was treated nicely by NHS

And the NHS advertise present there. Same thing happened to me, but what NHS did. When I went on first day to hospital, I didn't know anything

I'm not a doctor. But what the doctor told me, I told him that I got vertigo in Sainsbury where I was working. What she said, no, nothing is there

Your uh hand right hand side is fracture. You cannot put POP. You just go home

And another doctor said, Run, run, go home. Because COVID is there, he was not bothered to do uh think how come this person has fall down. He was not wearing mask in the reception, nobody was wearing mask in the What they say the X-ray room, nobody was wearing masks

People there, plenty of people were there. I went in the morning until 4 o'clock. I went home

Nobody was wearing mask and he, the doctor said there's a lot of uh COVID. Go home, go home. I took 114

Nobody was wearing mask. I went home. I eat, I do everything

Next day, again, I went to hospital because my I was totally born. At least on the first day they could told me stay here. We want to examine you for further

Why did you fall down in Sainsbury? It was vertigo. How it happened because I never had vertigo in my life. 47 years of my life from Africa to India to India to UK

47 years of my life. I never had any vertigo. That was the first time

Then if they were doctor, real doctor, they could talk to me. This is something seriously. I was been taking uh diabetes medication, pressure medication

Other medications. Then why they didn't look into matter? And then they say we do this and that and No. I am Very, very much for the NHF

If they go on strike, I don't care. I hate them. Like nobody

Even ambulance staff, because you are the right, you can track me down. If you could live with me, let me die. That was the important was that for me now

They could live with me and die. They could write in the certificate. He died because of the COVID uh COVID

My friends, my family, they will cry for 2 days, 3 days, 4 days, buried me or do topic will be finished. But this for me now, why they saved my life and left me like this. I can't go

I can't go to the pharmacy to buy medication of myself. I have to call them. I left with one week medication

Can you bring for me or whenever I go Saturday nowadays I go out on Saturday, Friday I don't go. Saturday they are closed, so I have to call them. That can I have my medication? I have, you might see that why I'm brown because I had to have hair

ringworms are coming up. It's just because of my stroke. I didn't have before in 47 years, I never had that problem

But now the problems are coming because my stroke start from my head. To on my left hand side. That's why I lost my two both eye, my left hand side, my left leg

Nothing. So why I'm living? Why I'm wasting my life? I'm supposed to rest in peace. At least I can say that I'm resting in peace

I don't, I'm giving problem to my friends. I'm giving problems to my sister, mother, loved ones. Today, no friends are trying to commit to me

As far as you know, I had a lot of friends, but they are 0 because they think that I'm in trouble. I'm disabled. They don't look at me as a gitan

They look at me. I'm disabled. I'm paralysed man

Why will go to his place. Same thing with council people. Anybody For example, I have

Insurance people? And payroll people. 100 times I have told them, if you email me please, can you write it in the big letter because of my eyesight. I can't read

I don't have a laptop. I don't have a computer in my house. I'm using my phone

They said we cannot do. This is the procedure. Even I, I zoom, sometimes I miss

Letter which I get. Except virgin. They, because I told them that I'm partially blind

I can't read what invoice or Contract you send me, I can't read. So they are the only people who send me letter with the blind things. And second, blind association because they are blind association and they know because I'm partially blind, but nobody else, whether it's a MP block black black man

Or Anybody, even the hospital, National Hospital, they know that I'm blind. I need an appointment, but they send a letter in the small. I have to zoom it or whenever my personal assistant come to me, I have to ask him what it is written

Then he has to mention me. Your appointment is is in the February or March. Oh that is the thing

Whenever I ask GP I have tooth problem because when I fell down by vertigo, I lost my teeth and I have a problem with the event did happen. I ask, I cannot manage to pay, so I need free consultation. Which I told them last year and they gave me

Appointment October this year. And when I asked the report in GP, they said, we haven't received any report of your teeth. So we don't know

So why, why harass me every now and then if you can't do it? Just tell me. Even I can't go anywhere to jump in the railway tube station to kill myself because I can't walk to there. Whenever I go out, somebody's with me

Then I can't do even that. Because I don't want to. Tomorrow I jump and police ask him and they take him in the remand that while you were there and you could not save my life

These things I'm not thinking. But it comes when you switch off the light. When in the morning Carol left, you start thinking while you're watching BBC News

The girl was going to school. She was killed. 4 boys went for the picnic, got accidents, were killed

They died. lady went for walking and drowned in the water. A nurse killed the newborn baby

And And it just. How many babies she killed? 6. And it's just stuff

6th baby was dead. They didn't notice anything. They noticed after 6 maybe? Which kind of people you are? On the first baby she killed

And then she said that natural death is what happened. They took action. If they are the correct people in the NHS

Why they waited another 5 babies to die. Then you say, oh, we have catch you. You will be going to jail

She's happy. No mortgage, no me, no nothing. No work, eat, sleep, watch TV

For lifetime. Same as me, no different. She's happy, and I'm not happy

I am in the prison. Can I ask you, I know you really wanted to share your story because you wanted to talk about co-production and how you've tried to get involved in things and people don't involve you. Yeah

And I know like you've shared so much about and that, you know, it's really hard to hear and thank you for sharing. So why do you think people don't involve you in co-production? Because I'm disabled, I'm partially blind. That's the reason

That is the reason. Mhm They don't want to involve me. Because I think that

If they involve me. Maybe I will talk the truth. Oh, they have to look after me

Which they don't want it. Because they have to take care of me. But they don't want it

What difference would it make being involved in co production to you, like what, what would it? If I involve. I can protect. What I got

It's fine, but if I involve. I will try my best. It should not be happen to another person

Stroke is not like that. It happens to me only. It can happen to anybody, my neighbour, my family member, my friends, anybody, even tomorrow, Prime Minister Rusi Sudok will get stroke

I don't want that thing to be repeated again and again. By telling people what happened to me. And what the NHS staff and doctor did it to me, they should not repeat

They should not repeat what happened to me. Respect is very important. They announced, um, if you see every, every minute, donation, donation, donation

This country is depending on donation only. I told my personal assistant, if I'm working with Sainsbury, I'm good. If I try to donate 5 pounds to each and every Group, they are announcing at the moment in TV in Facebook

I have to borrow another 500 from bank to donate all the group who ask for donation. I'm not using even a single penny from my salary. A whole salary will go into the donation plus 500

I asked the bank to give me, to give to charity to this old charity. That much charity are here in UK. In Summer there's a charity for walking for this, for this, and that how many

I, I'm, when I see those charity, if I count, there's 1000 of them. BBC Children. Charity is there which children have got even a 10 pounds

None. Rose they knows, they say money goes to Africa. I am from Africa

I can prove myself that nobody got that money. That money goes to the leader and leader what he do, leader who is in the mix. Chair, what he do in he is a leader, but he has somebody in his family who is a little bit poor

In front of camera, he will bring that person, give some money to him. That is a big amount to him. And in BBC they take the camera, they say, OK, hello, hello, hello

Yeah, I got money, I got money. Rose knows. And that news they will show in BBC News or they have donated to Africa

Rest of money goes to the, the chairperson. I am telling you 110% because I am from that country, Africa continent. These things happen

Your charity, my charity, when you give to red nose or these children, doesn't reach to anybody. Tell me You are working with BBC and you are doing some charity. You don't want to eat

Your family doesn't need to pay the mortgage. You don't want to pay the bills. If you say yes, then where do you get from that money? The money you are getting that money they are getting from the charity

In the name of children, in the name of red nose. Yeah, how big red nose events will be? Billions, pounds light stage programme. Wow, is this free? You want to tell me that it is free

Children, BBC, it was uh on Friday, last Friday. Events, singers came. Comedian came

Presenters came. Nice cloth. Does it came free? No

Where did they get the money from. government that doesn't pay, it is the same money which you donated, your percentage some maybe it will go in the lighting, some, it will go in the production, and the rest which left, then they will say, oh, we have donated here. Full stop

People are getting Money for uh for being charity. But it is nothing and Even I am very. About my stroke

When I was working in Sainsbury, I donated 2 dogs. I lauded them. They are so poppy nice

I could not keep in my house, but they were poppy for the blind. So every month I have to pay some 12 pounds 50. For two dogs to train them for the blind people

I was paying regularly because it's a direct debit, I don't have to wait. It will come out from, I know it will come out from my bank account. But when I got struck, I have to stop

I love them. I know, I don't have kids. I don't have a wife, except my sister and my, my mother

Those two dogs, Milo and Marlo, were my kid. And NHS doctor. Took it from me

I hate why they did it. My kids were not human, they were in form of dogs, but I loved them. One was black and one was white

Still I have their pictures. I feel, shall I throw it away or not, because I loved them. Nobody forced me to donate them

I just saw the picture from the person who was. Advertising. For the charity, and I loved them with my eyes

My heart said, you, you are working, please adopt them. Adopt them, but today, whether they are living or they are dead, I don't know because I stopped giving them. I stop being dead to them

So I don't get any information from them, uh, uh, dog society that what happened to them, who has taken to them, how they have progressed. Nothing. It's just because I have a stroke

I lost them And I feel very, very bad. That I feel why I lost my kid. Remember yours to tell me

You you adopt dog, he will be here with you. And what I said, no. Because I know if I adopt and something happened to him

Because I already lost two of them. Ma, they are still alive, I know. But were they? I don't know

I had an album. They send it to me. Beginning from puppy

To adult, you have to put the photographs every time, every time. Today I don't know how they look like. Because I had a stroke So I am out of Communication

So I lost them. So what can I do? You tell me. Is this the right life? Yeah, people tell me, don't worry, everything will be fine

Whenever I get, I get angry, oh, God will make you, everything will be fine. I don't care about this bastard god. In the first place

If he wants to make me good, then why he made me this like this? I don't believe in miracle. I don't believe in miracle at all. This happened that, oh, every, every now and then when my cousin called me from uh Kenya, uh, you will be fine, you will be fine

Excuse me? Don't give me hope, one friend from India. Don't worry, you'll be fine. God is there

I told him. Please stop. Telling me such thing because I'm not going to be

Same the way you saw me when I visit India. It is not possible. I fight with him on the phone

Then now even he stopped me talking rubbish thing because I'm tired of this rubbish thing. Have you eaten? Uh, God will there. He will do everything

This is This is, I don't understand. I don't understand the logic of people even. People, when I was working, I was going out that time people were Talking to me, especially even our group is closed

That was the best group in my life. I have contact with them people. But they are not young like me

Even their people are getting older. Some have moved from London to. Cyprus, some have moved to Brighton

Some they are living very far from me. So very, very difficult for me and because I can't contact them because they are living far and I can't go. They are going out for like a Christmas party or summer picnic

They always put in the group that they are going, they are going. But I can't go. So, I'm tired

I don't know myself what to do. You know, you were saying to me when we had that pre-chat, you've really tried to get involved in different things with the council, with charities, and this thing around um. In being involved and you just

Yeah, you said that people just don't involve you. Yeah, they don't involve me. Yes

And why do you think they don't involve you, Jin? Maybe they don't want to involve me because they have to take responsibility for me to take care of me, to come and pick me, to take me there. Yeah. And what difference, you know, like what you wanna, you said that, you know, that you wanna make a difference don't you, you wanna share your experience to make a difference

Mm. What, what do you think co-production could, how could co-production be different? Co-production, they can understand what I'm, I'm trying to say. And they, they can spread my voice to general people

That these things. Is going on Even my voice, they can inform those doctors. So what doctor are supposed to do when you get a client or patient? Whether it's a COVID, whether it's a cancering, prostate, anything situation, you are a doctor

You are supposed to take care. You have to study the history of the person, why this happened. You say, they said ambulance reached within 5, 1015 minutes to the patient

Fine, but do they treat the patient right way? Yes or no? With my experience, they treat me very badly. Still within 3 years, my finger has not cured. So this information I want to pass, what that man has done to me

Nobody else should go through that. Direction. And when you go to the charities and you go to these organisations trying to be involved, like disability, you remember you were telling me about the disability organisation you wanted to get involved with, you wanted to get involved with this, the other organisation

Like why do you think, so you're going there to make a difference, but. What what What could they do to, to involve you more? Uh, so far, I am not going any uh disability. I'm going only one which is, is a sports events for the disability people for shooting

I tried another so many, but No answer from them. So I'm just going. In month one Saturday for shooting

To their place in uh it is a little bit, you know, near Watford. So it's just 1 day, maybe 1 hour, 2 hours. They train me to shoot because I'm partially blind

So, you know, the target which I see, you see properly target, you can just do it and you shoot it and target goes and you win. But for me, even I don't see. I have to close my eyes

I have to zoom it. I have to do so many things. Sometimes I see 22 things

The target is in the black in colour, but I see 4 or 2 of them. So when I shoot, it goes beyond outside the target. So they are trying to teach me

But I cannot say about what happened to me. They are not listening my words. What happened to me? They are only there to teach me

With my one hand to shoot only, nothing else. And why do you want to be in spaces that are gonna listen to your words around I want, they should listen to me. So what happened to me? It doesn't happen to anybody else

We are not only 23 people in the world. We are, UK is a very big population. It can happen to anybody

There are so many, so many of. So many people had already had a stroke. Different, different type of stroke

But what happened to me, it should not be happen to anybody else. And even we don't know. Maybe some same person, some people are like me, paralysed, abused by ambulance staff, abused by the doctor

They didn't manage to To cope up with them. And they left them. With COVID, but they are happy because they are living with their children or wife or family people

For me I'm alone. So my word will go to the people. Who are suffering

Or people should understand if something happened to their loved one or something happened. They should raise why these things happen. if I had a family

If I had a wife or children. When that person was dragging me from the upstairs, my loved one should tell them, stop. Go and ask for stretcher

Even that guy told that we cannot bring the stretcher up here, but my loved one, we could fight with him and he has to bring tie me on the stretcher, and they could, they have to bring another two men and they could drop me down. And they could take me straight to the National Hospital because that is the hospital for the brain. But they saw nothing happened to me

I don't have anybody. My sister, yourself, how many days after days you came to know about me? After several days. People were not knowing me what happened to me

Only happened to me because I have to whenever I leave Sainsbury in the night 10 o'clock, I have to talk with my friend who is in Manchester. While bus is going to my place, we talk in the. So I was not chatting with her and she, she saw Facebook

I have not post anything. What happened to me. So she contacted, she knew that where I was living

So she contacted those people because they were in the Facebook too. And they told her that they have been taken to hospital. And she didn't have my sister number

So she contacted her friend. And she asked, Do you have my sister's telephone number? She said, OK, I have, I have to find out. She even finding, then she gave to my friend, my friend, then she called my sister

Then my sister got upset. She was totally, I don't know. What happened to her because even she was telling me when somebody called me, I was becoming angry

I was not able to handle with the doctor with my mom one side my mom was in India. I'm in the hospital. Doctors are refusing me to not to

Come in the hospital because of the COVID and the same time Boris Johnson was dancing. Mac Homcock was kissing, but my sister was being refused not to come to hospital. Nobody was allowed to come and see me

How much angry you will be. And I was totally in the deathbed. Abused by so many doctors in the national hospital, the staff refused to give me medications, refused to give me drinking chocolate, refused to get me shoer, refused to give me shave because my hair and everything was getting longer and longer and longer and it was itching me

I could not sleep in the night. When they took me to the National Hospital, maybe 34 nights, I could not sleep. Even I could not have any exercise

So my digestive system was totally finished. I had a blood problem, so I could not hold my urine. So it was coming out himself

So the staff were shouting to me. They were the nurses was the carer, sorry, nurses, they were abusing me. You are doing these things

You are making dirty everywhere, your body, we need to clean you. We need to change your night dress and everything. We have to put the pad and everything

They could not give even the proper pad to me. The bed get wet all the time because the urine was coming like I was trying to control. But I cannot run to the toilet because I cannot walk

But at the same time, I could not hold it. It comes out. But the staff, the carer, they have to squarrel me

I used to cry all the time. Like 8 months I was in the hospital. My job was crying only

People say I'm laughing, I'm happy, but the way I have spent my days. In that hospital, it's only I know. And then immediately psychiatrists are coming

I don't need a psychiatrist. Yes, I. I said I was tired of this life

It's better to die. But I don't need psychiatrists. What I'm doing, I know

Yes, it's true. Brain was damaged, but I didn't even a single thing forget it. I, when my sister was talking to me, I told her, doctor I was saying my brain got damaged

Then she said yes. So can you remind me? she asked me my death sister birthday. I told her, her birthday, I told her

To ask my dad dad when he passed away the month, I told her my best friend who passed away, can you name his name? Yes, where are you from? Which part of Africa he has to live? I remember each and everybody. My childhood story. I remember everything

I know my brain was damaged a little bit, but I didn't forget anything. I know. Then there was no point of me to have psychiatry

I'm not mentally sick at all. I am mentally because things are not going the way a patient is supposed to go. Yeah

Yeah. 10, I'm just gonna pause for one second, yeah? OK, fine. Sorry about that, I just needed to get a glass of water

Um, Jitten, uh, wondering if you could share with me why you've wanted to share your story today. I can say. Because The way they did, they become negligent to me

The way they abused me. Because I'm not white. treated me like a racist

If it was somebody. I think that it was something white person or woman they could treat him very nicely. But because I am Indian

Brown skin They didn't care. They didn't care. They don't want to see the skin colour and treat people

I think this is totally. Totally Racist because I know when the doctor in the hospital, she was when they come because we are 4 people in the one room, but when the doctor come to check you, they put the curtain, but from the curtain when they talk. The next person or 3 other people, they can listen to you

And the doctor was talking very loudly. Then 2 people stop talking to me because they heard what disease I have. So why, why you are shouting about my disease so that people before they were talking, but today they are, the doctor shouted to me about that what will going to happen, you, they they changed the medication, all your medication has been thrown away, uh, the one you brought it up

From your house you are taking regularly, but now we are going to change it, blah, blah, blah. Somebody from Motina Mart will come and check you and give you the medication, blah and shouting. So the other two persons

They heard that I, which disease I have. So that, that is totally abused and racist. Such things, even any part of the world, they say don't

If you don't want to disclose to your people, you are not forced, isn't it? So I have, I have hide it from the whole world at the moment. Only doctors they know and they don't tell anybody, but she, the doctor, she was shouting and even I mentally shouted that I don't want this doctor, I want to change her. Then she called me in the private room and said, Oh, sorry

Sorry doesn't make dead man alive. And when you say sorry, means you are going to repeat that thing again. I hate sorry

I don't have sorry in my dictionary after I got struck. So don't tell me sorry. A With me

I will not answer you anything. So they should stop this racist, which they are doing to me. Because I am not white

Because I'm gay. Why, why I'm telling asking them. Because when you came to know about my disease

Definitely people will think of two things. womanised or gay. Those two people, one was

I can't remember, but The one was Asian even, but they stopped. While I was going back to care home. They didn't bother

One person just left without saying bye to me. No, I mean, I mean, nothing. Even the doctor themselves, they were not there when they were taking me to the Uh, get home

I got one This was very, it's very, very important for me in my life. My Pakistani friend, when, when I was working in Edgeway Road. He brought me, uh, you know that, uh, when you want to check your glucose

Yeah, that machine, he brought it from me, Pakistan as a gift. I give, they took it from me. They said you might kill yourself with this machine that has very small pin to put in your finger and you check the blood, and they took it National Hospital in the safe place

When I was going, I said, Please give me my machine. I want it is my friend gift. They could not give me till today

They said we, when we find it out, we will give it to you. They didn't give me till today. I miss my friend is already going to Pakistan

That machine was my thing, which memory of my friend. We worked with together in a hotel for several years. Mm

So why, why they take the things and they, maybe they throw away or maybe they took the home. This is not acceptable at all. If they throw my medication of my disease

That is fine. Because I was, I didn't pay for money. They throw it in our industbin

That is fine, but my machine was my gift. Yeah, I know, I know. She, I'm just gonna pause one second

Yeah, so, um, in terms of, we're coming to the end of the time we've got together. What messages would you have for people doing co-production? I can tell the coproduction. To involve me

To tell my view. What happened to me? Involve me so I can share. I can Involve With another disabled people

Don't Take me, uh, don't bring it racist to me, homophobic or anything. To us. I can say all the disabled people who are involved

We can't work, but we can do more, more, more. We have something to do for our country, our people. Our friends, our loved ones

We are not here just to stay at home. Please, please, I request to involve us. Let us say something, share our things with what happened to us

Do not let us go because I am a brown skinned person. So you will not involve me. Don't let us cry only

Let us laugh. Even we want to laugh like you people are laughing. That's all what I want to say

Today Thank you. OK.