It was on a Wednesday, my mood was dark and desperate, i felt worthless and alone.
I shoplifted a load of beer and sat swallowing tablets until everything went black.
I woke up around 15-16 hours later in pain and vomiting.
When i woke up i felt cheated because i wanted the pain to end.
Looking back now i am relieved it didn't work because now i have so much to live for, it still astonishes me how i got to such a desperate place.